Anyway, this is all kind of random, but I wanted to share. I have been feeling pretty good for the last few weeks; maybe that work trip to New Orleans had something to do with it, followed by the long weekend. But just thinking about it now, I know that as soon as my cycle begins again, I’m going to get emotional and terribly distracted again. Oh, and I have to figure out if I want to go see some college friends the weekend after next. Both of whom have baby girls who will be with them. And the unmarried, childless friend who invited us all to get together in the first place has had to back out, so husband and I will be conspicuously childless. I know that it’s likely to get me all upset, but these are also people I haven’t seen in years and may not get the chance to see again for several more. ::Groan:: I don’t know what to do. Husband says that he’s letting me decide if we go or not. I kind of wish he’d just said “no” straight out.
Gosh, husbands letting wives make decisions? How totally inconsiderate of him.
In all seriousness, what do you think? Is it worth the heartache to go? I don’t want IF to make this decision for me, but I also know myself well enough to know that I’m likely to be miserable all weekend and for weeks afterward. How do you handle situations like this, gentle reader?